I have always been taught to never begin anything with an apology. However lately I always feel the need to apologize. When I registered for this class I was excited beyond human capacity. I was really looking forward to learn and grow with the Daily assignments as well as explore all the unique projects we got to do. It’s disappointing that I wasn’t able to complete assignments on time, or even complete them with a pure conscious. I feel like I was always rushing to finish assignments. Which sucked the fun out of what was meant to be fun and enjoyable. But to be fair, I did enjoy all the assignments I got to do and learned a lot about digital storytelling. I have always been a very private person and very selective in terms of sharing my thoughts, beliefs, myself. I don’t like the feeling of being exposed. However, DS has helped me find a level of balance. It’s all about communication. we need to communicate to survive. communication is not a one way street. You do not always have to fully explain yourself to everyone but be aware that a dedication to never do so can be perceived as very arrogant and self-centered. If you are unwilling to communicate with others then you will see many friendships crumble. If you don’t feel like you need those friendships in your life that is fine, but just be aware of these consequences, because nobody likes to feel lonely. This post was not meant to be this long. I guess I just wanted to express myself, something I have never been so good at. I am a person who likes to give my heart and soul in everything that I do, and when I feel that I am not performing at my best, I beat myself over and over and over again.

Note to self:
it’s going to be okay.