You didn't talk/write yourself into a circle. :-)
And yeah, seriously. I was told that I talk too much. Not just once, but this person made sure to reiterate it in front of an entire group of people.
There are some lectures that are good, I'm guessing. But my brain engages better when I can talk things out, think about them out loud with others.
*laugh* Ruthless is good. I thought I was being harsh with snarky. Yow. Heehee. ;-)
And this is the thing, miss ashley, my fear paralyzes me. Seriously. I had a serious panic attack and couldn't write this paper. I made myself sick over it. And then I got mad because I did, which made me even more sick. It's an ugly cycle.